before i have to move from Jakarta

everyone is looking for the best and try to be the best. but without love, all that was just sheer ambition.
* jee-jessh

25 September 2009

older post :)


In my mind there are things that no one will ever get to see
The things that have been done
The hidden past that was never shown
I am not the one that you think I am
I don’t know if I can even be your friend
There is so much that I need to say and there is so little time
I feel that I need to tell you cause my heart is entwine
I was a player a dealer and a killer too
For the last 1 month I have has to lie to you
About who I am and where i am from
I don’t know how to say this but the deal will never be done
I am an agreement before I was born
Sworn to a covenant that is not my own
The war of the century happens everyday
It passes you on the street as the children play
I am torn in two and not sure what to do
I am not support to love you but I do
Our families are torn apart
Because of the past that we are part
You know what can happen if they ever find me
I will be killed and forever diseased
To the blind eyes I am just I
But for the knowing no one will ever know me
So all I can say is that you need to stay away to save your self
I will have to hurt my self
But don’t cry a tear for me
I will get to see you on the other side
Where the coveted can stop me form be in with you
My heart will long for that day to come
So for now until the end of time I love you with all my heart and soul
Please never let me go
You will always be with me and a part of me will for ever be with you
Until the end of for ever good bye one and only good-bye

i found this poem: 8th of December 2008, and i copied and saved it.
and on this boring day I opened my stuff and found it again! so i post it. well, it's nice POEM too :)
Jessica Kencana

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